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Aside from that (for a moment), what I do for a living is music. I've been writing songs since I was fifteen, and I write my songs about two things: being human, and being loved by God. These are two things I think I know something about. For as long as I've existed, I've been human, and as long as I've been human, I believe I've been loved by God. Life has a sort of rough and tumble way about it, though. And sometimes, so does God (or so it seems, if nothing else). I don't claim to have a corner on truth, but I do believe it has a way of finding (even cornering) us, if we are willing to let truth be what it is. I am a Christian, and for all the negative connotations that brings to some of you I apologize. For I understand. It is my understanding that the Church has been misguided in many things in past centuries, but she still belongs to Christ. And the life and teachings of Jesus (as well as the adventures of the Old Testament) are things worth our time (and our lives). The person of Christ is captivating, and his demonstration of love is inviting. I want my life to matter, and I truly believe this is it. I grew up on a small farm in northern Minnesota. My family was dysfunctional only inasmuch as my little brother was a comedian and I was an artist (and my sister put up with us both). I was raised on books by C.S. Lewis and Bible stories before bedtime. I thought of God as my nearest and bestest friend. Then when I was ten, my cousin and his dad were killed in a car accident that seemed orchestrated to a finer degree than most Hollywood stunt scenes. I was immediately shoved into a world of questions and doubts - where I wrestled with God then, and wrestle with Him still. Only now it's not just physical events. It's psychological, social, and philosophical issues, as well as basic behavior problems.
But I don't believe Christianity was meant to be a self-help program or some sort of social agenda. Rather, I believe I was created (made, thought up - a divine idea) by a creator with the purpose of knowing intimately the mind and heart from which I came (and reflecting that, in turn). A God who seems sometimes distant (often distant), sometimes silent (often silent), but nonetheless good (and believable), and somehow aware of my deepest wonderings and sorrows. Christ came (and lives) to bring me near that God - in such a way that I won't burn up in his presence or be found less than what he made me to be. And in that way, I am made more like him - and, in turn, more like the original me.
I put my life (a small portion of it really - all things considered) on display with my music and the writings on this website not because I'm deeply convinced I'm profound or entertaining. It's not because I think it'll make me famous either. I simply have this hunch (or maybe it's more of a hope) that it might be an avenue for God to reach into somebody's life (maybe yours) with an invitation of eternal implications. Maybe in a moment. Maybe one little bit at a time.
Life isn't pretty. Yours isn't. God knows mine isn't. But that didn't stop him from stepping in 2,000 years ago, and it doesn't stop him today. So with that I guess (by way of introduction) I've said enough. Keep reading, if you will, and if He wills, you may see Him.
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